Never Wanted More

from I Saw Three Suns by cryptlord

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I’ve never wanted something more

I saw three suns there in the sky
I gazed at them long and intently
And they too, stood there so fixedly
As if unwilling to leave
But you are not my suns
Gaze into other people’s faces
Not long ago, I too had three suns
Now the best two have set
If only the third would follow
I should feel happier in the dark

You know I can’t forget this is how it’s gonna be
So why are you still so important to me
You say a couple words, I’m obsessing over each
While I lie on the floor, and I try not to breathe
Well I’m sick of this
Know I wasn’t meant for this
Never get away from it
I never wanna try
Feel I’m always missing shit
Yeah, you know I’m losing it
Yeah, you really hurt me
But I miss you all the time

I’ve never wanted something more (never wanted more)
Than when I wanted you to care (I want you to care)
Now I don’t love you any more (love you anymore)
But still I want you, I want you, I want you to care

It’s been too long to still be giving you my time
Hurt me again and I’ll still wish that you were mine
And I know when you’re better life won’t include me
So why are you still taking up my life

I’ve never wanted something more (never wanted more)
Than when I wanted you to care (I want you to care)
Now I don’t love you any more (love you anymore)
But still I want you, I want you, I want you to care

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from I Saw Three Suns, released November 20, 2020

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